This wasn’t what I planned.

This wasn’t what I planned.Hello again folks.Again thanks for the comments on my last post,the second part of my first gay experience.It was never meant to be more than one single post but I’ve so enjoyed reliving it plus I’m delighted that anybody liked it enough to comment,thanks.I intend to complete it this post.Don’t worry I’ve got a lifetime of sexual adventures to further bore you all with.lol.If you’ve read from the start you’ll know that I wasn’t comfortable with how curious I’d become and however crazy it sounds I really thought that sucking his cock was the only way I’d truly ‘cure’ my curiosity.It did have a pleasing logic to it because I would get to try it out,tell myself it was fine,i’m not turning gay but making sure I was turning gay.Plus,imagining a penis in my mouth was hot when it’s not real wasn’t an issue but türbanlı sakarya escort taking a male in my mouth for real would feel all wrong and put me off even thinking about it ever again.I couldn’t see that one significant,fatal flaw with it.His cock tasted so damn good,nothing could have felt more right in my mouth than his penis or his pubes tickling my nose or his balls scrubbing my chin.No,as i gulped down the thick cream that kept filling my mouth I wasn’t so traumatised at sucking off a man i’d never think about it again but knelt there grinning like an idiot that readily agreed to go to bed with him there and then.(So people take it from me if you’re confused,aware you’re experiencing sexual urges for other men and want to put an end to it there and then.Don’t,Don’t,Don’t türbanlı sakarya escort bayan whatever you do attempt to have oral sex with him because nothings more guaranteed to prove to you that men are definitely meant to get it on with women AND other men !!!).So not that long after I wasn’t washing my mouth out with soap woefully regretting my friends seed was in my stomach.No,i was laying on my bed,totally naked and on my back with my legs wide open and my best friends tongue in my mouth.He was over me,he was slowly,deliberately stroking my cock.It was spasming but he seemed to sense n squeeze me tighter.I was very,highly aroused,it felt like i might loose all control.I was 32 at the time so was he n we’d known each other from age 8.I hadnt heard from him in over ten türbanlı escort sakarya years till a week ago but within ten minutes it’d been like he’d never left.Now here we were in my bed together.He stopped and sat back btwn my legs then reached down the side of the bed pulling something from his jeans before sitting there again and just looking at me,clearly appreciating me in my nudity,enjoying what was happening n this obviously meant something to him n I felt so bad suddenly that i’d tried to use him to put myself off being curious for good.I felt ashamed then just glad to be in my bed,naked and intimate with him,this felt good,it felt right and I sat up facing him paused to look him in the eye.’I’m yours’ I said and tenderly kissed him,lips lingering for a second or two then I asked ‘are you going to use that then and take what’s yours ??’ as I lay back flat and felt the lube trickling down btwn my buttocks though he began pouring it over my balls.I felt his fingers slide unhindered all the way moving inside me.I closed my eyes,my back arched n low groans were all i could manage.I felt the fingers gone then movement and when i looked hes pushing his manhood against my virginity and….